9.3.25

alright, day one of having this lil website. my html skills from myspace are long forgotten, so grateful to find petrapixel's layout generator, ha. idk, i feel a little silly almost doing this. like i'm 31 years old, and i'm gonna whine on a random website about my feelings? very high school kinzo coded. but it also feels nice to get it out. instead of sitting here everyday spiralling and constantly repeating the same things in my head, i can just get them out into the void and it's 'done'. does that make any sense?

like, i feel like there's just words constantly spinning through my head and i have to get them out, otherwise i feel like i'm going to scream. it feels dramatic, describing it like that. but i don't really know how else to put it into words. i've never been much of a journalling type of person, but i'm hoping maybe with this i can start.